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I Live With My Dad

by Please 2003

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1.
why am i 12 years old in my mind im crying all the time im waiting on another ride i killed my car last night when i ignored the check engine light how will i survive if i can't do anything right in my life im old enough not smart enough im fucking up and screwing everything up im a pain im in the way its all on me ive got no one else to blame i got denied for a car loan and credit card goddamn this shit is hard im old enough not smart enough im fucking up and screwing everything up im a pain im in the way its all on me ive got no one else to blame im afraid to act my own age well i should be this and i should be that but i dont have the emotional intelligence for that
2.
i wanna dream about you but im sick nyquil should do the trick 10 am im going back to bed dreams of you make my head not spin jump into my bed give up my plans today too hard i need a distraction i got you and me in my dreams its not fair when life says "you gotta play on hard mode" cause i threw out the instructions and only used the cheat codes jump into my bed give up my plans today too hard i need a distraction i got you and me in my dreams did i really think i'd skate on by be just fine but im not just fine
3.
im a cliche live the truth everyday 22 drop out just so i could sing out loud ill make it big i swear if not ill die trying okay maybe thats a lie i almost died trying last july why won't i ever be afraid of the dark afraid of the dark ill walk right in like the light was always on and i know its gonna hurt but i like the way it hurts sometimes sometimes cause im a stupid masochist goddammit my ex was right ill never be who i want to be cause i rhyme like shit and im sick of this my art will never pan out the way i want still can't believe im not happy been this way since i turned 16 cause im stuck on the past ill never go back and im haunted by the ways ill always lack why won't i ever be afraid of the dark afraid of the dark ill walk right in like the light was always on and i know its gonna hurt but i like the way it hurts sometimes sometimes cause im a stupid masochist goddammit my ex was right my ex was right
4.
the monsters now have gone to sleep to rest their heads and have big dreams they're working out doing push ups to get stronger for when i slip up he said hey kid to be like me ive been in and out and im 53 face this now don't look back you'll be glad you did when you have the time hey man whatcha up to now ive been missing you since we got out you said "oh no, it's all down hill" "but im okay cause a few never hurt anyone" I said hey now don't be like that you've been in and out theres not turning back telling lies won't get you far you're only lying to yourself every time that i go home i wanna give up and get stoned but i live with my dad to stop me from doing that every time that i go home i wanna give up and get stoned but i live with my dad to stop me from doing that every time that i go home i wanna give up and get stoned but i live with my dad to stop me from doing that
5.
it's not as simple as it seems im stranded here bursting at the seams running fast now and im running to the train now ticket last night cause im leaving this morning gotta get away gotta gotta run fast now sorry but i had to leave i can't believe you hate me you tore me in two but i don't blame you it's just who you are crying in my seat screaming please kill me need to find a gun shoot me please someone you probably won't see my side sure you think i lied i can't believe you hate me you tore me in two but i don't blame you it's just who you are
6.
im gonna sleep all day shut eye's a joke why can't i just stay in one place im staying awake i got all i need but my mind just aches its not fair im low then im high but i wanna feel alright all the time not fine one day then totally not okay who's pulling these strings? im calling foul play everything feels like im drowning i cant breathe is this how it aught to be 22 years old im going for 50 more but its not easy all this saltwater makes me queasy its not fair im low then im high but i wanna feel alright all the time not fine one day then totally not okay who's pulling these strings? im calling foul play why cant i be steady i try to be steady but im stuck with you and youre stuck with me its how itll be for eternity i got to love the man in the mirror and i just hope he loves me back too

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released August 19, 2022

drums and vox recorded at Monkey Palace in Allston, MA
guitars recorded at Lucas's Mom's House in Norwell, MA
bass recorded at Sean's Dad's House in Norwell, MA

Mixed by Zach Bloomstein in Portland, OR
Mastered by Stephen Kerrison at Tall Trees Audio Mastering

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